(via kelvinween)
Definition of “parents”
Can someone explain it to me? Matter of fact can you show me and let me stare at the sights of what I truly envy. Let me feel that cold deep tingly sensation that you get whenever your heart drops. What is a parent? - Because obviously I have none to look up to. Just an older brother that understands my pain, and a younger sister which I refuse to let her experience the same. Oh i’m sorry, where are my manners? Thank you “father”. Thank you for the fucked up father figure that I refuse to look upon. Thank you for letting me realize how good of a life I want my future children to have. Thank you for making all of the mistakes a father can make. As it goes for you mom, you’re practically as bad as dad. I don’t what to say to you anymore. It feels as if “I love yous” are simply being spoken from the ass nowadays. For the past few years everything is so redundant. The same shit happens as if its a ongoing cycle. The worst part is that you continue to stick with him. After being repetitively abused and cheated on you chose his words over your own kids. Thank you.
I did not fabricate anything. From the start, I found you. I found you beautiful.
Your face was sweet to the eye. Your voice was melodic to the ear. Your thoughts were uplifting to the soul. You, being your own, was what I desired. Though, the circumstances that came along the way changed everything. Those circumstances would be us.
(via xaprilz)
